3 may 2011

HUH.....!
the changes of my life start here...
i din think before it will happen on me...it all of sudden..
I noe there been many of my friends keep on thinking and asking me why i sudenly choose form 6...
So, just let me tell u all here....
But before that i have to say is taylor's is a good school...
i quit is not because of taylor's not good...so don't misunderstand..

I will go for form 6 is:

1. i was choosen to in a better school for form 6

2. In my situation, For me it just a waste of money in taylor's because no matter in form 6 or at taylor's after two years i also will go for overseas. So, why don't i just direct go for the form 6 since there is a good school for me..?

3. I get many advises from my teachers, friends and also parent. In my situation which i had mention just now i should go for form 6 because i will cost less.

So, i know there is sure many answer in your mind before reading my blog bah..? Many friend ask me ," u been kick out form taylor's..?" " u failed your exam..?" , "u don't have money to pay..?" .....so stop thinking non-sense haha....

No matter i study at where i'm also the Chan Zhao Ann there u all know...where ever i go i will always remember u all my classmate in taylor's....! TBF 1.5 JANUARY...i'm so sorry cannot join u all and fight for our life...sorry...Keep in touch and find me when u all come KUANTAN...!

Share some picture i had take on taylor's this few months bah...!

20 april 2011

Really have to say what the fuck again...==
why nowadays i so easy get sick ?
Tmr still got quiz and saturday still got exam..SHIT~

Just now lying at the bed read back the message we chat last time...
I smile myself at the bed there...haha...that time was so happy....
Every monday i will think faster reach until friday....
Every saturday i will think slowly past the saturday...
Funny....

But look back the things she had promist me it make me down again...
Until now i also duno why this will happen....
Yes,I hate you....
But yes, i still love you....
Contradiction ~

Can time forward to that moment that we life happily by just press a button?
Hrmmm....I'm so confuse....sometimes i will keep on thinking why why and why...
But at last i still can't get an real answer....
Today is the 27th days we break dy...but i'm still waiting for you...

Stop at here...thanks for viewing...

31 march 2011

Today finally cannot withstand with it...
i send a message to her...hrmm....?

Sorry my friend...
Give me sometimes....and if can dun always ask me why...
I really wanna alone...In this moment no one can help me..
It just "ALONE" this word can help me....
Just let me sit alone, eat alone , read alone.
Dun missunderstand me..i'm not boycott u all....
i just wan alone....i duno why....
What u all said is right....I'm totally change...
I also can feel it...I'm not the Alan u all noe since tat day..
No more joker....no more fun on me..
I really duno why i change to be like tat...
But my mood make me really cannot be back who i'm last time...
Sorry my friend.....

And....I MISS YOU VERY VERY much~

Hrm....a feeling that canot be describe by word....
This feeling is just like last time...but this time event more worst...
i called myself dun think about it ..
but after awhile it back again....==
LAME...maybe my love to you is infinity....
But is useless...i cant lock your heart....

Hais....Write until here ...have to continue my assigment...
Thanks for the view and leave a message after u pass by..=)

30 march 2011

Hrmm...what a busy week...
just finish english listening test and IT online quiz...
get 7.5/10...not very satisfy with it....but nvm la....

Today is the 6 days we break....but i still miss you so much...
Seriously i really cant forget eveything about us....
I cant even dare to sit at the place at my appartment that i always talking phone to you...
All our memories i will remember it and printed it on my mind deeply....
I cant forget every single word ,every single things u did to me since the first time v know each others until now..

This is the second time u did this on me....
And this time is even more worst...
I feel very sad...i duno why u wan to did it on me again...
Is it really my problem? or your problem? or u something had happen?
i duno...i really duno...the only one that noe is just you....

I'm so sorry that ,i really cannot forget you...caz I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU~!!!.
i really wish everything will be back to the day...17/01/2011....
i LOVE you girl....

Huh~! sad is sad ....but life also have to continue....
Hope i can produce some touching journal and perfect assigment and get a high mark ~!

write until here bah...
old rules...leave a message here if u pass by larh...=)

28 March 2011

I'm back again...blog really is the best way for me to depress ..
A sweet journey finaly ended...
67 days of the relationship finaly just ended like that...
Still remember last year we together face many problem...
But lastly we also settle down all the problem...
I had sacrifice all the things in my life....
Caz on that time i think that it worth it...
Still remember that in a night she told me that she loved me..
I really get shock...but i feel happy too....
She tell me that she tired on break...call me dun and never break v her...
she really gv me the confidence...
Be v her i really dun have the feeling of wanna break v her...
But unfortunately....she is the one that wan tat did that ...

If you love someone no matter how worst the person is u also will accpet it...
But if u dun love someone no matter how good is the person u also wont accpet it...
So please dun find a stupid reason and just tell me ....
U cleaver but i also not stupid....and this is a very normal theory...
Maybe u really got love me before but i comfirm not now...
i duno you will see my blog anot...but this is what i wan to tell you...
i really feel regret i sacrifice n belive a person that dun love me...
i noe after u saw this post u sure angry and try to fight back what i said...
but dun waste your time....what u think i noe...
u will did this to him ,u also will did this to me also...i'm so stupid....
besides, you're a good lieyer....u lied everything to me....
Anyway, until now my heart still never change...i still love you ..although i noe v dun have change anymore....
Fine....write until here bah..
thanks for the visiting on my blog...

24/01/11.....

Morning all~!
Is back to Kl now..but will back on this wed afternoon....
I MISS YOU~

My life in here is so lonely...
Starting to miss my secondary school life...
Although every morning have to wake up early...
Although everyday have to wear the uniform...
Although must follow the rules...
But i miss it lehx...

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You make me have such feeling u noe?
First time i get such feeling...
One week le...=)
And you make me happy le one week le...
Many many week still have to go...
Hope v can happy on every week...^^
I.L.Y

Have to stop here le...have to go to my campus now...
Bye all and have a nice day...

First day of my life in taylor's university...

It was a boring day~~
Morning wake up at 7.50+
then 8.20+ go to wait for the bus...
then almost 9.00+ only reach the campus because of traffic jam...
then the orientation start...==
is a dam boring day...
hrm...

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tomorrow will be a happy day...^^...
i hope n i think that too...^^
i miss my family,u,and kuantan badly man...=(
stop at here la...^^
thanks for viewing....=)